Hand in Hand with the Hallahans

the Happy and the Hard

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Life here is such the dichotomy between the "haves" and the "have-nots". And you cannot leave your home without coming face to face with poverty and wealth. If we have eyes to see, this stark contrast will keep us grateful and prayerful. But when we focus on the needs around us, or on our own lavish wealth- we feel powerless or guilty- or both. And so we fix our eyes on the One who will one day make all things right. And we keep giving Him thanks, especially when it's hard.

listing the happy and the hard, and giving thanks in all things excerpts from # 5580-5623

#5580. happy: fun plans for adventure today
#5581. happy: silly faces in traffic
#5582. happy: a treasure map
#5583. happy: giddy boys
#5584. happy: a playground surrounded by a lovely garden, and a tree fort!

#5585. hard: baby begging. You are El Roi, the God-Who-Sees.
#5586. hard: children peering in our windows, hands out. us refusing to feed the cycle. with breaking hearts every time.
#5587. hard: every drive into town bringing us face to face with needs that only You can meet. making us pause and evaluate how You'd have us be Your hands and feet.

#5608. happy: a little excursion to burn some energy
#5609. happy: a new mall on our side of the city
#5610. happy: towering shops and bouncy houses
#5611. happy: boy laughing and sweaty

#5612. hard: the sight that catches me off guard
#5613. hard: poverty just out that door
#5614. hard: children watching mine frolic and play
#5615. hard: this growing awareness, this increased sensitivity- it's a good thing- sharing Your burden for the world. crying Your tears.

#5616. happy: evidence of little boys
#5617. happy: toy bugs strewn in morning light

#5618. hard: real bug trapped in our screen. keeping me from getting comfortable.
#5619. hard: reminders we're not in Jersey anymore. roaches and ants our constant companions.
#5620. hard: this finding joy right where we're called to be, when it hurts and cries and shocks.
#5621. hard: You inviting me to enter in to Your story, here and now. In the pain and the poverty. Won't You come by here?

#5622. happy: this world is not our home.
#5623. happy: You are coming again to set all things right! Hallelujah! Come, Lord Jesus!

#5624. happy: listening to this song on repeat!

Friday Five

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This weekly feature is short and sweet: Five Things... on my mind, on my bookshelf, or promises I'm claiming... whatever i write, there will be five of them :)

This week, Friday Five: Goals for the Weekend. We have a long weekend off from school and we're gonna enjoy it!

My Goals for the Weekend:
1. say "yes!" and "yes!" again
2. eat delicious food
3. stay off the computer and stay present.
4. create with my kids (paint, cook, imagine, build?)
5. be His beloved.

Fedex in Uganda?

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the traffic. the boda bodas (motorcycles). the people. the bikes. sometimes the cows or goats. it gets crazy. and stressful. we pray a lot when we drive. and there are days like this that just make us laugh. fedex. not a truck. a boda boda. perfect. this is africa.

now, we don’t recommend sending packages via fedex. they are crazy expensive. but if you are interested in sending us packages there is a Care Package Ideas tab at the top of the blog.

We love hearing from you, whether it's e-mail, a postcard, or a package! Keep an eye on your mailbox as well- if we have your mailing address we're going to write you a card at some point this year!

What cultural things do you want to see on this This Is Africa slot each Thursday? Pictures? Stories? Traditions? Recipes? Video? Do you have any questions about life in Uganda? Leave them in the comments- we'll post the answers next week!

My Brother About to Enter...

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So, we're blogging over at the Prayer Room- let me just tell you- things are about to get real...Scott is trying to get into _______________ ... well, he's going to do a survey trip to __________________... ok, just click over to the Prayer Room to find out where my amazing brother is heading this weekend! And pray! For real. Pray for my brother, Scott Rambo and his sweet family as they follow where God leads!

Tuesdays With...

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Emily, me and Isabella- Dec 2011

life rushes by. we long to have impact, to leave a legacy. people come and go (and they really come and go quickly in university and international settings). so we have to distill our message to essentials. if i only have one semester with this person, what do i really want them to know? what habits do i want to model and pass on? there is pressure to make our meetings and conversations count. but the good news is, they can go with God. He isn't finished with them when they leave my circle of influence- I was simply privileged to be a small part of their story.

On Tuesdays With... we hope to focus on some of the people in our current circle of influence. And we will have ceaseless resources as people come and go from this place!

Meet Emily and Isabella- they were both in my small group from KIU last semester. Emily graduated and moved on. Isabella is taking on leadership of the group this semester. Wednesdays at 5pm finds me on the campus of KIU in a dorm room, sharing tea or juice with this sweet group of ladies. We open the word, we laugh, we pray. And I get to pass on what God has taught me! We spent last semester finding out what it means to be a Lady in Waiting, and working on being the right person- not finding Mr Right! This semester we're going to learn what it means to be Completely Irresistible- not to the opposite sex- but to a lost and dying world!

There are always people ahead of us on the journey to learn from, always people in our same stage of life to relate with and always people behind us whom we are to teach! Who is pouring into your life? Who's life are you pouring into? Who really gets you, right where you are? If your life is lacking one of these important roles, will you take steps to change that?

Tell us about someone in your life who has mentored you, or whom you have mentored. How did their presence in your life change you?

Joy!

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"Joy's a matter of gratitude. And gratitude is a matter of perspective. What matters then is that He gives us eyes to really see." -Ann Voskamp

When you're really seeing- joy.is.everywhere.

And when you have adorable kids, it's even easier.

Excerpts of joy gifts #5436-5519:

#5436. gift that made me laugh: Seth's contagious giggles
#5440. gift from Your Word: "not one of all the good promises the Lord your God gave you has failed. Every promise has been fulfilled; not one has failed." -Joshua 23:14
#5441. gift from Your Word: "Behold, I am coming again soon!" -Revelation 22:12 Joy! You are coming soon!
#5445. monkey birds, laughing birds, song birds- joy sounds!

#5455. chatting happily while the boys play
#5456. boys and trucks and water- joy play!
#5457. a real friend here. sharing joys and struggles.

#5460. playground! recess! school joy!

#5480. a dude's day at a baseball game. a baseball game in Uganda! boy joy!
#5481. a few hours peace and solitude. mama joy!

#5516. Gloria here- helping with the boys
#5519. simple joy- a ball and a hill

#5482. one thing from my memory: baby belly laughs. caught on video. circa January 2009. pure joy

what's brewing?

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photo courtesy of pinterest

new year. new things brewing. i'm working on a plan to blog more regularly. can I get an "amen"? sorry i've been slack, and only posting on Mondays. but there are big things coming. can you smell the coffee? time to wake this blog up! think hand in hand five days a week. i'm excited.

Now to start writing! Thanks for sticking with us- can't wait to write more frequently and give you a better picture of life here! So grateful for our champions and readers! You guys rock!

get ready to participate and engage in the ministry here in Uganda!

Clinging to the Promises

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CONSTANTLY plead the promises with God in prayer. He hasthereby bound himself to his people, as with a note under his hand. Go with ittherefore to God, firmly depending upon his faithfulness; He will acknowledgehis own handwriting, and answer your demands accordingly. Rest yourselftherefore upon God, and wait patiently for him, being assured he'll not beunmindful of his promise; but leave it to his infinite wisdom to fulfill it, inthat way, and at that time, he sees best. –Samuel Clarke

Want to be encouraged in your faith, strengthened in your prayer life? Head over to the 24/7 Prayer Room for specific promises to add faith to your prayers this week...blogging over there today!

"Not one of all the good promises the Lord your God gave you has failed. Every one has been fulfilled; not one has failed." -Joshua 23:14

You are Invited...

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... by the God of the universe to walk with Him, to partner with Him, to know Him... wow. startling grace.

"My heart is glad when you walk close, with your hand in Mine, and we may talk over the plans for each day's journey and activities- work and pleasures- so that it becomes a happy way that we travel in mutual fellowship." Francis J Roberts, Come Away My Beloved

Counting the startling graces of being Yours:

#5397. I can bring joy to Your heart, just by walking with You.
#5398. You are happy to spend Your days with me.
#5399. You want me to share in Your work in the world.
#5400. that mutual fellowship is even possible- because of what Jesus did on the cross- He tore the veil so I can enter in.
#5401. You invite me to join You in blessing the world- who shall we bless today?
#5402. the love gifts You send- glittering humming bird alighting on banana leaf- flitting away- a quick moment's gift
#5403. homemade peppermint mocha
#5404. sweet time in prayer with our team
#5405. not one good word of Your promises ever fails

I Dare You...

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out of focus. it's blurry around here. And while we completely enjoyed every second of our lazy Christmas break, we're heading back to the real world that rushes by fast! And I don't want to miss it. I want to enter in. And He is helping me! I'm accepting His invitation and He is showing up!

And Ann's Joy Dare, came at just the right moment. I've been counting for years (plural) now, and had fallen in a rut. This Joy Dare is like a spark to my gift-seeking- like a little kid on a treasure hunt- I'm on a mission! And it is glorious! And I'm not alone- there are hundreds who have signed up on Ann's blog, and my very own husband has taken the dare (he can't say no to a dare :) ). Hopefully he will post about that soon!

seeking the Joy-Giver everyday (excerpts from gifts #5336- #5371 ):

-- a lazy Saturday morning
-- glorious fort inspiration
-- tucked into our own fort reading The Magic Faraway Tree together

-- finding a quiet spot in church
-- light reflecting from edge of communion cup- light and life- swallowed down and making me whole
-- "there is no shadow in Your presence"
-- a sudden break in the clouds- light that caught me and warmed me
-- light and dark skin tones... He loves all the children of the world!

-- a new house guest til Monday
-- a true champion of missions!
-- a man wholly available
-- sitting down to breakfast with Matt
-- a gift that is sour: Monday came too quick- goodbyes- sad little boy weeping in my arms

--a gift that is sweet: the last pot of Hazelnut Coffee from Jo Coppedge

-- a gift that's just.right: sitting on our balcony overlooking the city, tee shirt and flip flops in January. I was made to be a missionary in Africa!

-- Gloria cooking Ugandan food for us.
-- 3 things that are yellow: golden evening sun pouring in the backdoor
-- lemonade on a warm afternoon
-- happy yellow flowering tree on the edge of the hill

Take the Joy Dare- I dare you!

Today's dare:

something above you,

something below you,

something beside you

what are you thankful for?

countless gifts...

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as He beckons me to enter in, i tip toe gingerly. i haven't even been entering in to my own life. i've been blazing through it. and so i slow. i snap photos. i remember what gift it is just to count. it's two days now into the new year, and I've been counting since the clock struck midnight. i love a clean slate, a fresh start, an empty journal.

counting His wildly sweet gifts in the daily (excerpts from #5254- #5283):

-- city skyline illuminated with dazzling bursts of color and fire
-- circling up for prayer at the start of 2012
-- Your invitation to enter in
--the beautiful garden of Your presence, with a feast prepared for me.
--family nap
-- a glorious "little" testament of answered prayer by Rosalind Goforth (read it here FREE)

-- sheer delight of snowman pancakes
-- licking the last flakes of powdered sugar
-- how easy it is for them to enter in to the moment

-- taking the time to join them in play
-- the warm sun on my back
-- making something lovely with them
-- his fingers still chubby
-- his feet growing before my very eyes

-- a rest from the hard work of play :)
-- brothers. forever.
-- shorts and sunshine in January
-- this glorious calling of ours.
-- Come to The Fire conference. enter His rest. watch every session here.

Enter in...

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naming a year. receiving the gift straight from His hand. catching His vision for the year ahead. and He says to me: "enter in."

the israelites didn't get to enter in- "the people of the land shall worship at the entrance..." -Ezekiel 46:3; they could only stand at the door and worship.

but He says to me- "therefore, (daughter), having boldness to enter the Holiest by the blood of Jesus, by a new and living way which He consecrated for (you), through the veil, that is, His flesh, and having a High Priest over the house of God, draw near with a true heart with full assurance of faith..." -Hebrews 10:19-22

enter in to His presence often. first thing in the morning. throughout the day.
enter in to His love. believe it. trust it. bask in it.
enter in to this glorious partnership-hearing from Him, receiving His plans for each day, participating in His love relationship with the world through service and prayer
enter in to my inheritance. enter the land and possess it. "Be careful to follow every command I am giving you today, so that you may live and increase and may enter and possess the land that the LORD promised on oath to your forefathers." Deut 8:1
enter in to His gates with thanksgiving and His courts with praise Psalm 100:4
enter in to this moment. be present.
enter in to the other relationships He has placed in my life and not just linger on the periphery.

It's with some fear and trepidation that I choose to enter in, trusting in the goodness of God to meet me, asking for the boldness to enter in by the blood of Jesus, and not any of my own righteousness. I'm excited. I'm nervous. It will definitely be a grand adventure!

The door is swung wide, the garden beckons, the Gardener waits, won't you just enter in? Come sit awhile, enjoy His presence, receive His gifts. Enter in.

Where is He leading you? What will you name 2012?

Happy New Year!

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2012 is upon us. A whole bright new year awaits. The glittering possibilities dazzle my imagination. But if I only jump into this new year with my high hopes and great ideas, I will be sorely disappointed. This year, I must have Him. I haven't lived that way lately, and oh, I want to.

So I'm taking some time to evaluate 2011, and plan for 2012- seek His face, set some goals, and dedicate 2012 to the Lord! I'm using this great resource: Mission-Minded Guide: 2012

We're having some of our WGM team over to celebrate on NYE, but we're going to ring in the new year on our knees. We'll play some games, eat some food, make some noise, and then after the ball drops, we'll drop to our knees. Because we dare not enter the year without Him.

Where is He leading you this next year? What habits do you want to cultivate? What will you name the year of 2012? Need some accountability? Try out this day planner- that puts first things first. I'm still not quite sure where He wants my ministry focus next year, but I am certain He wants my soul focus on Him.

Merry Christmas!

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Merry Christmas from our family to yours! We are so grateful for you and your investment in the kingdom here in Uganda! May we await His Second Coming expectantly and faithfully! Watch this video today and join us in celebrating the One who came and is coming again!

Advent: God With Us from The Village Church on Vimeo.

Traditions: Old, New, Modified.

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Keeping tradition helps us stay grounded as a family during the holidays. I am so grateful for the things we can look forward to year after year that make it feel like Christmas. Year after year, God's people kept feasts and celebrations, they rejoiced in shadows of things to come, waiting. always waiting. And so we wait, expectantly, celebrating One who has come! And will come again! Come, quickly Lord Jesus!

Counting the ways He blesses through traditions:

#5246 Gingerbread houses. They have been a constant for us since Caleb was a toddler. I usually cheat and use graham crackers as the walls and roof. This year we had to modify, hence, gingerbread house cookies were born (thanks Vanessa!). They were so delicious we weren't even sad that they didn't stand up!

#5247. Being a part of an international community. We are excited to adopt new traditions of around the world. On Wednesday we went to a Mom and Kids Christmas Party and made Christingels, a British tradition from the Anglican church. It was a sweet time as we contemplated the world (the orange), Jesus' love that encircles the whole world (red ribbon), His light and His goodness to us (candies and candle). Then we paused to think of loved ones around the world that we miss and who we want to experience His love this Christmas. It was so precious to stop and remember the ones we are far away from and pray for them. A new tradition born!

#5248. Fun things we can only do in Uganda at Christmas-time- like playing water guns, going to the pool, and eating ice cream!

#5249. New traditions of our own here in Uganda. We want to make sure we are celebrating and worshiping Jesus, and so we are trying new ways to bring His light to the people around us. If you want to be challenged on your own Christmas traditions, read this blog post.

#5250. Celebrating in Arua with my brother and his family. So we also get to participate in their traditions! Meg has been doing some fun advent devotions with the boys- this one is the angels appearing to the shepherds!

#5251. Food. So important part of any celebration! And I wanted to find some type of Christmas candy to make- and wafer candy was born! Everything back in the states is made with Oreos or Ritz these days- so I found a wafer cookie that is in all our grocery stores here. I chopped them into squares and dipped them in melted Cadbury chocolate! Perfect!

How are celebrating this year? What traditions do you have that keep Jesus in the middle of the festivities?

Live as Light

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"Arise, shine; for your light has come! For the glory of the Lord is risen upon you." -Isaiah 60:1

"Be imitators of God, therefore, as dearly loved children and live a life of love, just as Christ loved us and gave himself up for us as a fragrant offering and sacrifice to God. But among you there must not be even a hint of sexual immorality, or of any kind of impurity, or of greed, because these are improper for God’s holy people. Nor should there be obscenity, foolish talk or coarse joking, which are out of place, but rather thanksgiving. For of this you can be sure: No immoral, impure or greedy person—such a man is an idolater—has any inheritance in the kingdom of Christ and of God. Let no one deceive you with empty words, for because of such things God’s wrath comes on those who are disobedient. Therefore do not be partners with them. For you were once darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Live as children of light." Ephesians 5:1-8

Candles flickering. Scent diffusing throughout the room. Filling. Glowing. Warming. Dispelling the darkness.

Shine! Our Light has come!
Be imitators of God.
Be loved. Love.
Give. Give thanks.
Light. Live as children of light.

What does that look like in this dark world? What does that look like at Christmas? In your hometown? In Uganda?

No impurity. No greed. No foolish talk. No idols. But rather, thanksgiving.

As we wait on Him, One who came down all for love, He comes to us. He spreads His love abroad in our hearts. And we can give that love away. We don't have to wonder if there will be enough left for us- He takes care of those who give! We cannot out-give God. And so we look for ways to love and give and light this weary world, like baby diapers and rice under our Christmas tree. Our gifts to those who have nothing.

For us, we are reaching out to a nearby babies home. The boys and I went to the babies home on Monday to love on the babies. We wanted to reconnect, since we hadn't been there since summer, and to find out what their needs are. The boys aren't really connected to need in a real way, and nor are they capable of truly comprehending. But this was our introduction. And it was good. And hard. These babies, in a full house, with lots of aunties, yet all alone. And it breaks my heart that I can't take even just one of them home. To our real home, with Christmas tree and cookies, with love and joy and brother-fights, and hope. But we will do what we can. And I'll play this song and this song over and over this Christmas.

I love watching Seth in action- he loves babies. Caleb isn't quite sure. So mostly he just handed toys to babies. And played with the toys. But it's a first step; it's a part we can play, and they will grow into it. I'm excited about that!

What first steps are you taking this year to be light and give Christmas love away?

Peppermint Hot Cocoa Cookies

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As a missionary, I'm always faced with ~~challenges~~ opportunities for creativity. As I've been baking and preparing our home and hearts for Christmas, one thing has been missing- Peppermint Mocha from Starbucks. I love everything peppermint- so it should come as no surprise to you that I would find a way to bring some peppermint magic to this baking week.

Here it is: Peppermint Hot Cocoa Cookies.

You could probably make these easier in the states where things like peppermint extract exist. But all I had to work with was peppermint tea bags. So here ya go:

Peppermint Hot Cocoa Cookies
adapted from Mexican Hot Chocolate Cookies

Before you even think about baking- first you need to make your tea infused butter. Melt 1 cup + 1 T butter in a small saucepan. When completely melted, pour contents of 4 peppermint tea bags into the melted butter. Let sit 10 minutes to infuse the flavor into the butter. Then strain the tea leaves out and refrigerate the butter until you are ready to make the cookies.

Ingredients:

2 1/4 cups flour

1/2 cup unsweetened cocoa powder

2 tsp cream of tartar

1 tsp baking soda

1/2 tsp salt

1 cup peppermint tea infused butter (room temperature)

1 3/4 cups sugar, divided

2 large eggs

1 tsp vanilla

Directions:

Preheat oven to 400 degrees, with racks in upper and lower thirds. In a medium bowl, sift together flour, cocoa powder, cream of tartar, baking soda, and salt. In a large bowl, using an electric mixer, beat butter and 1 1/2 cups sugar on medium speed until light and fluffy, about 2 minutes. Scrape down side of bowl. Add eggs and beat to combine. With mixer on low, gradually add flour mixture and beat until combined.
In a small bowl, add remaining 1/4 cup sugar. Using heaping tablespoons, form balls of dough and roll in sugar. Place, about 3 inches apart, on two parchment-lined baking sheets. Bake until cookies are set in center and begin to crack, about 10 minutes, rotating sheets halfway through. Let cookies cool on sheets on wire racks 5 minutes, then transfer cookies to racks to cool completely. (Store in an airtight container, up to 1 week.) Enjoy!

the gift of famliar...

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there are days when i can almost forget we're in Africa. and other days when it's glaringly obvious. the traffic. the stench of burning trash. the tropical birds (who needs an alarm clock?). the loud parties blasting Celine Dion late into the night. the heat. in December.

And so it was such a gift last week to gather with a few other families (and tons of kids) to drink wassail, eat Christmas cookies, and make ornaments together. it felt normal. and normal is so good sometimes.

Counting the gifts of the familiar, and the uncomfortable this week:

#5215. making cookies with my little man.
#5216. my mom's recipe, a taste of home
#5217. letting him do it himself, going at his pace.
#5218. joy in just being together

#5219. food. more than enough. even though it brings the ants.

#5220. packages from home
#5221. birthday celebrations extending for weeks
#5222. love from Grammy and Poppy, and from our champions!

#5223. first set of LEGOs!
#5224. seeing my men "work together and figure it out!"
#5225. joy leaping into my throat
#5226. this passage into boyhood

#5227. little boys not too big for crafts yet!
#5228. Christmas carols playing, mamas chatting, kids crafting
#5229. a mug of wassail in my hand- "Christmas in a cup!" (recipe below)
#5230. the joy of opening our home, and giving other families a taste of familiar.

#5231. You, our true home
#5232. You, our common bond across continents and cultures
#5233. You, the reason we celebrate!

#5234. You, who help me see the glitter in the midst of the mess
#5235. You, who take the scraps of life and make something beautiful.

Winter Wassail Recipe
(Or Christmas in a Cup)

Mix in a crockpot (on low):
18 oz. pineapple juice
8 oz. lemon juice
32 oz. orange juice
32 oz. cranberry juice
1 quart water

Simmer on the stove:
1 quart boiling water
5 decaf tea bags
1 1/2 cup sugar
1 tsp cloves
3/4 tsp cinnamon
1/2 tsp salt

Once the tea and spices have steeped, strain and pour into the crockpot mixture. Simmer and serve! Enjoy!

Interview with United Faith Chapel leaders

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One of our favorite things about ministry here in Uganda is building relationships with Africans who love Jesus and want to serve Him. The ministry at Kampala International University is called United Faith Chapel and we LOVE spending time with these college students. We see a lot of potential for future ministry with these students and are already seeing the potential come to fruition.

Last week I (Josh) sat down with Edwin Eregwa and Laura Oyieri to discuss the ministry at UFC. Laura and Edwin are former students at KIU, they are from Kenya but have remained in Kampala because they feel led by God to serve in the leadership of this ministry. God worked in their lives through the ministry and now they want to give back. Grab a cup of coffee and take 6 minutes to listen to their thoughts on the ministry here.

If you ever want to become more involved in the ministry at United Faith Chapel (financially, through prayer, coming to visit, etc) please let me know!

Enjoy!

CLICK HERE

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...

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... and while it may not be snowing, it certainly is feeling festive here at the Hallahan house!

Enjoy a glimpse into our Ugandan Christmas preparations thus far! Wish we could celebrate with all of you- but we're just where God wants us. Remembering this time last year- waiting- wondering when we would ever get to Uganda... and now we're here. so grateful. right here.

listing my gifts- during our tropical advent (#5207-5213):

fabric scrap garland. snowflakes from home. pieces of home. pieces of here.

little boys playing with the nativity by candle light. no power can sometimes be nice.

advent envelopes. they traveled from New Jersey to Uganda. traditions are good for the soul.

Jesse Tree. keeping our Christmas Christ-centered.

fabric scrap wreath. handmade beauty. "using what we have" simplicity.

our family. together. in this together. seeking You together. serving You together.

hand-carved nativity. from Arua Uganda. You, the very best Gift.

Come, let us adore Him!

2011 Video Update

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We wanted to share a video update, so you can picture the full impact of your prayers and support! God has assembled a great team, and we're thankful you're a part of it! Enjoy the show-

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Leave a comment- how have you been impacted by your involvement with us here Uganda?

Current soundtrack...

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Must hear album of Advent. (Click picture to go to the online player to take a listen for yourself). It's certainly not new-but it's new to me and I am loving it! It is the perfect accompaniement to our Jesse Tree devotional this year. Tracing the story of Jesus from Genesis to the Manger. Perfect. How are celebrating advent? What are you listening to?

Advent Resources

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I love putting great resources in your hands for advent- how to make the season meaningful and missional! Today you have the awesome opportunity to buy Truth in the Tinsel for only $2.99!

Want to start teaching your children about the true meaning of Christmas? Amanda at impressyourkids.org has written Truth in the Tinsel; an advent devotional that teaches the main characters of the Christmas story, using age-appropriate lessons and a creative craft ornament to make with your child! Decorate your tree with the true meaning of Christmas this year! Because aren't our kids our first mission??

Ann Dunagan, author of The Mission-Minded Family, has a series of Christmas posts with lots of great ideas for making this Christmas more missional!

Ann Voskamp's Jesse Tree devotional from last year- looking forward to doing it again this year with my boys! And this post- Who's birthday is it really? A must read.

And I love this post on how to have a radical Christmas!

Advent begins next week! How are you preparing? How will you give the love of Christ this Christmas?

Old rags...

2011-11-21T00:42:00.001-05:00

Thrown in a dungeon. Sinking in mire. Without water or food. Suddenly, old rags are lowered down to you in your misery. Hallelujah for old rags! I can just picture Jeremiah, how grateful he must have been for those old rags that became his salvation.

These have been full days- full of ministry, glory, highlights. But the in-between days have been a blur. I've faltered in my gift-listing. Blazing through each day, I've grabbed at highlights for my Monday posts. And missed the small moments- the real eucharisteo- living attentive, being all here, giving thanks for each moment, good or bad, as gifts from His hand.

I can swipe broad thanks across my life- but that doesn't change me. I can gather round the table this Thanksgiving and share what I am thankful for- but it isn't transformational.

"But in this counting gifts, to one thousand, more, I discover that slapping a sloppy brush of thanksgiving over everything in my life leaves me deeply thankful for very few things in my life... I testify: life-changing gratitude does not fasten to a life unless nailed through with one very specific nail at a time." -Ann Voskamp

You'd think that after all this time, two years of gift-listing, that I would just breathe gratitude, without having to list it. But I can't. It's in the naming, the writing, the nailing thanks to a page, that I am changed. I'm picking up pen and camera again to start hammering gratitude back into my life.

Grateful for these old rags, that just might be my salvation:

#5108. "We've never had lunch in a storm before" -Seth
#5109. Some shelter from the rain.
#5110. The only time it rained on retreat.

#5111. Safety on our journey home.
#5112. Not being the driver in this weather
#5113. Boys getting good naps on the drive home.

#5114. African men cooking, laughing, lounging, challenging, learning. true fellowship.
#5115. ants in my kitchen, because we have food to eat.
#5116. the aroma, and color of fresh food. even though flies like them too.

#5117. toys spilled all over the floor- evidence of life
#5118. boys bickering- we are blessed with boys.
#5119. Tim and Ben- we have family in Uganda!
#5120. babysitting the nephews for two nights- Scott and Meg will reciprocate in December :)

#5121. heaps of dirty laundry. we have clothes to wear.
#5122. a washer and dryer in Uganda.
#5123. yellow sweatpants :)

#5124. in the midst of the mire, there shines beauty, if I will pause and receive it.
#5125. the sun rises every day.
#5126. You "paint the morning skies with miracles in mind"
#5127. I get to live this life in Africa. Sunrise over Lake Victoria, really? amazing.

"And in the dungeon there was no water, but mire. So Jeremiah sank in the mire... Ebed-Melech took from there old clothes and old rags, and let them down by ropes into the dungeon to Jeremiah... So they pulled Jeremiah up with ropes (and old rags) and lifted him out of the dungeon." -Jeremiah 38:6, 11, 13

Time to Celebrate!

2011-11-14T02:53:00.001-05:00

What a week! Our hearts (and our home) are full to overflowing! The table has been set, food simmering on the stove, cookies baking in the oven, rooms prepared, floors swept. The halls ring with laughter & chatter, playing & praying. And that's just how I like it.

Guests from around the world arrived last week- President of WGM Hubert Harriman, and VP Tim Rickel, evangelists David Harriman and Dr Luis from Guatemala, Bishop of Africa Gospel Church Kenya, Reverend Dr Lang'at, other representatives from Kenya, Scott and Meg and their boys, and more! Our bedrooms are full, the table is full, and our fridge is empty! Filled up and poured out for the kingdom. What a gift!

Will you rejoice with us in the long-awaited answer to prayer of missionaries here in Uganda? Since 1999 Jonathan Mayo (Country Director, Uganda) has been praying for the day when the national church, Africa Gospel Church, Uganda, could sustain itself. And Saturday, the very first Bishop of AGC Uganda was installed! Hallelujah! What a joyous celebration! Africans know how to party!

continuing to count the many ways He smiles on our days:

the irrepressible joy glow
african moves
wide smiles, beautiful dresses, women of God clothed in strength and dignity.

this day. a passing of the baton of faith.
the very first Bishop of Africa Gospel Church, Uganda!
Bishop Masiga and his beautiful wife
traditional Ugandan gomesi
Your Body- gathered from around the world to celebrate with the Ugandan church!

pumpkin pie for breakfast :)
happy boys
friends who babysat for us, so these little guys didn't have to come to the all day service

this home, with open doors
men and women gathering to share
more than enough food
sweet time of prayer with some leaders from World Gospel Mission HQ

growing little men

2011-11-07T08:31:00.000-05:00

some days it's easier, some days it's harder. this task of parenting two small boys. stomping feet. attitudes. rolling eyes. no, they're not sixteen. yet.

the days of diapers and night-time feedings are past. those days were exhausting. these days are taxing. it's not enough that we are all fed, dressed and alive. no, it's much more than that- we have to be sure we're shaping souls for the kingdom.

and i am grateful that the One (who first was Father) is by my side. He is the one who teaches me, and His word is what instructs me on this parenting journey.

so, some things i am thankful for on this Monday-

-- a playground at the hotel just down the road
-- a Sabbath afternoon out with my boys
-- smiles in the sunshine
-- curious Ugandan kids

-- silly faces to pass the time
-- crazy giggles

-- this beautiful culture
-- rhythm. drums. flutes.
-- dancing. life. color.

-- best brothers
-- cheesy smiles
-- only 19 months apart

-- You, Father, my guide on this journey
-- Your promise to me and to my boys- "Obey My voice and I will be your God, and you shall be My people, and walk in all the ways I have commanded you, that it may be well with you." -Jeremiah 7:23
-- Your goal for these boys: "that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work." -2 Timothy 3:17
-- my prayer: "let him who glories glory in this, that he understands and knows Me, that I am the Lord..." -Jeremiah 9:24 may they glory in the knowledge of You- and really know You!
-- my privilege: to labor with You in the shaping of their souls.

How to Pray for Team Uganda

2011-10-26T01:40:00.002-05:00

We're feeling the weight of spiritual warfare, and we need you to fight for us! We feel as though God wants to do a new thing here, and Satan is fighting against that. Wesley Duewel shares some specific ways to pray in his book, Touch the World Through Prayer:

As you carve out extended times of prayer for Uganda, pray for God to:

Deepen hunger in the members of our team
Reveal a new dimension of His holiness and power. This is always an important preparation for God's mighty working.
Produce a holy discontent with things as they are
Quicken and strengthen faith that it is God's will to move and act on our behalf
Give God's children new sensitivity to His guidance and voice.
Give God's children an eagerness to be used of God and to obey Him
Give new awareness to His people of the urgency of our need for revival
Prepare the key individuals whom He plans to use
Motivate and coordinate the prayer and faith of large numbers of Christians so they continue in earnest, prevailing prayer.

We long to love one another, to know God more, to serve Him faithfully here in Uganda. Will you pray for unity among our team, for spiritual victory and deep joy in the Lord?

We Win!!!

2011-10-25T02:12:00.001-05:00

So as I seek His face and rely on His strength in this spiritual war- I needed a battle cry. This is it.

Take heart, fellow warriors! We've already won!

of warriors and battles

2011-10-24T02:38:00.000-05:00

warriors. kingdoms. royalty. armor. weapons. these

things fill our toy bin. a little boy's dream. but the reality is not child's play.

individually, and as a field, we are facing intense spiritual warfare. there are many who are sick, some who are emotionally drained, some who are sleepless, others who face interpersonal struggles. the enemy has set his sights on Kampala. we are walking targets. and while that should scare me, it honors me that he thinks so highly of us; that he thinks we are a threat to be reckoned with.

It's Multitudes on Monday- and even in the face of war- there is much to be grateful for! Join me as I thank Him for His war-time provisions:

You have already won! (II Cor 2:14)
victory through the blood of Jesus (I Cor 15:57)
our position of power: seated with Christ in the heavenlies
how Satan can only be in one place at one time
the cross, where Jesus "disarmed the powers and authorities" (Col. 2:15)
the cross, where Satan and his unclean spirits were destroyed (Heb. 2:14)
the whole armor of God
as I resist the enemy in Jesus' name and power, he will not only back away, he actually flees (James 4:7)
no temptation has seized us, except what is common to man, and God is faithful, He will not let us be tempted beyond what we can bear, but when we are tempted, He will also provide a way out so that we can stand up under it. (I Cor 10:13)
though we walk in the flesh, we do not war against the flesh. the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty in God for pulling down strongholds. (II Cor. 10:3-4)
Your grace that is sufficient for us, for Your strength is made perfect in our weakness! (II Cor. 12:9)
in due season we will reap, if we do not grow weary of doing good or lose heart (Gal. 6:9)
we are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; we are perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not forsaken; struck down, but not destroyed (II Cor. 4:8-9)
we have access to Your throne room 24/7 through prayer (Eph. 6:18)
when the enemy comes in like a flood, the Spirit of the Lord lifts up a standard against him (Isa. 59:19)
we have Your Word, which is the Sword of the Spirit, to combat the father of lies (Eph. 6:17)
You have given us the keys to the kingdom, and whatever we bind on earth will be bound in heaven (Matt 16:19)
You are our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble, therefore we will not fear (Ps 46:1)

Yes! He has given us all we need! I am so grateful! Praying you are fully equipped for every good work this week. take heart- He has overcome the world!

hoarse hallelujahs

2011-10-18T07:08:00.000-05:00

We have been struggling through fevers, colds, sinus infection the past two weeks. After tons of tissues, lots of water, gallons of hand-washing, mugs of hot tea, piles of patience and countless long nights. I was done yesterday. At the end of myself. At the end of myself- and only just the beginning of Him! And how grateful I am that He is immense, and enough, and all I could ever need.

gifts from His hand:
#5045. Your good timing- my sinus infection not setting in until Josh came home from retreat!
#5046. Not being given any more than I can bear.
#5047. Caleb playing nicely while Seth and I ~~passed out~~ napped on the couch
#5048. a husband who encourages me to take care of myself
#5049. healthcare just 5 minutes away
#5050. resources to pay the lab fees

#5051. You holding me, while I held Seth to get his blood drawn.

#5052. no malaria!

#5053. a knowledgeable, friendly doctor.

#5054. chicken soup in a packet- easy comfort

#5055. water for my parched throat after hours of waiting at IHK

#5056. Josh picking up an antibiotic for me

#5057. him sending me to bed at 7:30pm

#5058. soft tissue, peppermint tea, and a good book from Meg

#5059 12 uninterrupted hours of sleep!

#5060. boys sleeping until 8am!

#5061. all their toys disinfected and drying in the sun

singing hallelujahs with the multitudes even when it's hard

"Staying by the stuff"

2011-10-12T05:29:00.001-05:00

It certainly isn't coincidence that I borrowed a book from Beth, and read this passage just last week, and am now having to act on it's advice.

"But why was this frustration of sickness allowed? One cannot always discern the reason for these things, but two are plain to us: (1) We learned that when one member of the party was thrusting out into Satan's territory, it was also necessary to put a prayer guard over those who stayed at home. We were all praying for John and his party as they pressed into the demon-plagues territory of Goomoo. Those prayers cleared the party's way (they were much blessed there) so Satan, in furious spite, struck at the unprotected home base. Both those who go down to battle and those who stay by the stuff need prayer-coverage. We have never forgotten this lesson." -Isobel Kuhn, In the Arena

Josh is heading out on the Sr High Retreat tomorrow with Heritage students, and we're praying that this would be a rich time in the Spirit for each student and staff member. But we are very aware of our own need for prayer-coverage as well. Caleb has had a fever for 5 days, and it has broken, but he is still coughing and sniffling. And Seth's nose has been running, but now his own fever has begun. So I'll be home alone with two sick boys until Saturday evening. Will you pray? Pray for Josh and the retreat- but also pray for us. We are so grateful.

And though these days will be trying, I am excited to see how Jesus will meet us. Nothing like trials to push us deeper into His heart. And for that I am grateful.

the grass is greener!

2011-10-10T03:17:00.001-05:00

Inspired by Tsh, who reminds us today: The grass is always greener where you water it. I am watering the lawn of my heart today. Simple shots. Daily gifts in Uganda. This is the place He has called me.

Excerpts from gifts #4992-5000!

--4992. beautiful women I get to minister with

--4993. peace out on the lake. no rain! Praise Jesus!

--4994. a house full of life

--4995. a friend to share this adventure with

--4996. pumpkin goodies, a taste of autumn here

--4997. new curtains. my inspiration becoming reality. that color speaking peace & joy.

--4998. this house becoming our home

--4999. You, the Giver of all good gifts.

--5000. my cup runneth over, and waters the grass :)

A Day in the Life...

2011-10-07T11:47:00.003-05:00

... on a random Friday...

Ever wonder just what we do all day? Well, here is a glimpse of our day today :)

6:00am- crawl into bed with Seth, hoping to convince him to go back to sleep for just a few more minutes.
6:15am- head downstairs with two boys for breakfast and Bible time
7:00am-get Caleb dressed, packed and out the door for school.
8:00am- just me and Seth home for the morning- playing, snacking, coloring/working...

9:00am- Josh is at school leading chapel for the elementary students

9:30am- Greet Gloria, and go over the cleaning schedule for the day

9:38am- clean up an adorable mess

10:00am- Josh comes home to plan our talk for tomorrow's session at UFC Camp (university students retreat on an island on Lake Victoria)

11:45am- Pick up Caleb from school

12:00pm- Make and eat Peanut Butter & Jelly sandwiches. every. day.

12:30pm- Unwind from school

12:34pm- Josh went to the grocery store for the 4th time this week, and tried for the 3rd time to buy propane only to find "It is finished. They have promised it by evening"

1:00pm- Nap-time/Quiet Hour

2:00pm- Keep napping, playing, reading, coloring, going outside (while I try and get some work done, e-mails written, blog posts up).

2:30pm- Josh has worship practice with Elementary students

3:15pm- Josh has youth group at Heritage

6:00pm- Pizza Dinner- opening our house to a bunch of guys- Friday night hang out

7:44pm hearing goat races... or ghost races... in our living room. interrupted up by Amazing Grace in operatic tone. random. boys.

8:00pm- Bedtime routine for boys-clean up toys, take a bath, brush teeth, read books, pray together, go to bed.

9:00pm- Catch up with Josh

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Probably doesn't look too different from your life. We're normal people living out God's calling on our lives. And there are some days I drive down the road, catch a glimpse of Lake Victoria, swerve out of the way of someone driving in my lane and realize afresh- I.am.in.africa. And there are other days when it's just life as usual. I could very likely do the same exact things in New Jersey as I'm doing here- so take heart- your daily life counts.

We are investing in young lives for eternity: our boys, the students at Heritage,and the young adults at Kampala International University. Who are you investing in? If you pray for us- then you're investing here too! Don't take that calling lightly. We need you.

Family. Here.

2011-09-26T09:26:00.002-05:00

through pouring rain we drive. early on a Saturday morning. the city streets gushing, red clay mud flowing.

the rain gives way to light. we emerge from the city and we're out in rolling green hills, dotted with banana trees. clusters of huts emerge from the bush. life goes on slowly as we fly by.

we're on a mission. drive 8 hours North to attend a training, and see our family. our family. here. in Uganda. such a gift.

how incredible that God has called my family and my brothers family to the same country. we do different work. we live in different settings. but they are here. and we are grateful.

gifts from His hand, as we serve Him here:

4911. banana trees all along the way
4912. fruit stands with fruit piled high
4913. long, bumpy, hilly roads stretching up into the clouds
4914. chapati while we wait for our tire to be repaired
4915. baboons- sober sentries along the road
4916. the Nile- wild, crashing, powerful in Karuma
4917. safe journey to Arua

4918. seeing family here. where they spend their days.
4919. beautiful boy. in a beautiful mess.
4920. blocks illumined by the afternoon sun.
4921. delicious pasta.

4922. Sabbath rest.
4923. lots of books
4924. women ululating- in praise of their God
4925. rhythmic drums. smiling faces. worship.
4926. greeting everyone in church
4927. Your body. Your blood. grace for all Your people.
4928. the family of God- across oceans- still one.
4929. Caleb learning what Sabbath is
4930. a cup of tea on the veranda

4931. brothers-in-law.
4932. creating a new game.
4933. healthy competition.
4934. testosterone
4935. watching the Eagles play football- on the internet in Arua!

4936. cousins. doing school together.
4937. the letter L. the number 6.
4938. Caleb learning so much at school.
4939. witnessing his new skills

4940. A walk to the duka (little roadside shop)
4941. cousins on an adventure in Africa.
4942. this. is. our. life.
4943. the privilege of serving You. here.
4944. not getting bitten by too many ants
4945. a candy treat at the duka.
4946. fresh, ripe, avocado.

4947. all the cousins.
4948. Benjamin can join in on the fun!
4949. being here to celebrate his first birthday
4950. rowdy, happy, wild boys! all glory.

4951. You who have called us.
4952. You who sustain us with good gifts scattered liberally.
4953. You who are the Gift we're here to proclaim.

This. today.

2011-09-22T07:00:00.000-05:00

Been listening to Shaun Groves' new album: Third World Symphony lately. And this song is on my heart and ringing in my head. Will you sing and stand with us? So grateful you're on our team! Enjoy!

Sing from Shaun Groves on Vimeo.

Grateful for Sabbath

2011-09-19T07:06:00.001-05:00

after the week we just had, there is nothing more precious than God's command to rest. Spiritual Emphasis Week at Heritage was good- but trying to communicate God's grace to hard hearts is exhausting. The Youth Event we hosted here was a great success- but I baked 4 loaves of Italian bread, and fed 40 people Friday night. On my way to speak at Heritage on Thursday, I was in a car accident- but everyone is ok!

by Saturday we were ready to rest. and God graciously refreshed us over the course of two days.

excerpts of Sabbath gifts #4849-4877

--him letting me sleep until 9am.
--listening to the rain fall gently outside, while cozy in my own bed.
--no one needing me

--Sabbath. pure gift. Your command "to cease from that which is necessary and embrace that which gives life."
--You, knowing we are dust, and creating a healthy rhythm for us of work and rest
--a day of "yes"

--laughter. irrepressible joy. contagious.
--togetherness.

--solitude.

--playing in the warm sun

--pausing to capture beauty

--rest.

--taking time to create with Seth
--dancing wild- in praise of You

--You, moving among us
--Your Spirit teaching us to pray
--the stirrings of Your Holy Spirit
--the privilege of participating with You

oh the lengths he'll go to...

2011-09-15T10:51:00.000-05:00

the road to school. another day, another drive. except this day was different. a car rammed us from behind as we stopped to let the car in front of us turn. we're all fine. even our car is fine, just a few scratches. but his car. badly damaged in front. and his heart, belligerent. angry. even though it was definitely not my fault.

i knew, with Spiritual Emphasis Week, that we'd be a special target for our enemy. and he waited awhile- it's Thursday! but the spiritual warfare is so evident- this day- the only day i was speaking to the secondary students- the day i was speaking on grace- grace they so desperately need.

but your prayers are working! today could have had a different ending- we could have gotten injured- our boys could have freaked out- the man could have gotten violent- a mob could have formed to obtain "justice"- our car could have been wrecked. But God is gracious. God is faithful. And He is still on His throne.

There are still legal processes to go through- thanks, Vanessa, for watching ALL our BOYS while we went to give our statement to the police- how good to have a friend around to be there with us this day. And Jon Mayo has been amazing, coming to my rescue on the side of the road, and continuing the negotiations with that angry man on my behalf. So please pray that it is resolved quickly and peacefully.

Thank you for carrying us. We feel it and we need it! And pray for other missionaries around the world- we need your prayers more than we'll ever know!

beauty everywhere

2011-09-12T07:43:00.002-05:00

drinking deep the beauty that is all around me. we're swamped with ministry; our cup runneth over. we're loving this crazy season! but i must pause and capture the beauty of now, or else i'm just running blind.

"To not simply be lulled by beauty but to read God in the Beauty, the eyes need to wear His Word and to see a thousand gifts, a thousand features of His face, I first need to slow my life, wear a lens of words and turn the inner eye." -Ann Voskamp, One Thousand Gifts

excerpts of gifts #4775-4814

"Come aside by yourselves to a quiet place and rest awhile." -Mark 6:31

--the beauty of this quiet place. how it beckons.
--little boys pausing
--Caleb's new love for You- what a beautiful thing to witness

"and whatever you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him." -Col. 3:17

--beautiful Rose teaching us how to make chapati
--little hands covered in flour. patting. rolling. tasting.
--her graciously accepting their "help"

"Behold what manner of love the Father has bestowed on us, that we should be called children of God!" -I John 3:1

--beauty of tradition
--Sunday night breakfast for dinner
--beauty of adoption, sweet Zuri crying for her new mama
--our adoption into the family of God

"The earth is full of the goodness of the Lord." -Psalm 33:5

--such a beautiful place to call our school
--learning and worshiping and growing as a community
--Your handiwork everywhere, in minute details and in grand vistas

"Let the little children come to Me, and do not forbid them; for of such is the kingdom of heaven." Matthew 19:14

--beautiful, this posture of prayer
--little heads bowed, and hands folded
--the whole school carving out a week to seek You

Spiritual Emphasis Week

2011-09-09T04:40:00.000-05:00

Heritage International School Campus

We long for God to move at Heritage International School, and next week we are creating space for Him to come and visit the staff and students. During Spiritual Emphasis Week we intentionally come together as a body, and set aside time for God to meet us. There are daily chapel services, morning prayers, and a youth event on Friday. This year's theme is: Wholly HIS!

Photo courtesy of Lisa Fish 2009

"Revival is when we come to the realization that Jesus Himself is the only One who is able to meet the deepest needs of our lives, and we stop looking elsewhere." -Jeannine Brabon

Will you pray for revival at Heritage? Will you fast and pray that each one would be WHOLLY HIS?

photo courtesy of Lisa Fish 2009

"God delivered the people of Israel from the "iron-smelting" Egypt (Deut 4:20). God delivers you and me from this present evil age (Gal. 1:4) for these five reasons that never change:

to be His very own special possession
to live in an eternal covenant relationship with the lavish love of the Triune God
to be the sanctuary of His dwelling
to claim and live in the land of promise
to reveal His holiness- the nature of the God of love to the nations" -excerpt from Lydia Prayer Journal

Will you pray that these five statements would be reality for each student and teacher at Heritage? If you are praying for a specific student this year- pray for them by name- that God would meet them and they would choose to be WHOLLY HIS this year!

"When God wants to change human history, He begins with an intercessor."-Beth Coppedge

Will you be that one?

I am Blessed.

2011-09-05T22:43:00.000-05:00

it's a fact. God has given life and breath and salvation. I am blessed. And at 4:30am, when the music from the clubs is blasting in my windows, and babies are crying, and I am starting my day against my will. This is the song ringing in my ears from the DJs booth- "I am Blessed by Mr Vegas" (*warning, not a Christian video, but no cursing).

How like God to turn a frustrating moment, into a teachable moment. The particular version blaring this morning had a bridge that said "I love my life. I love my life. I love my life" And it's true. I love my life. We're living the dream. We're finally here. And so here is the gift list this week:

excerpts of gifts #4718-4758

--this solitary half hour. cup of tea and Your Word.
--the mountains cloaked in fog
--this morning symphony, picturing You, the Great Conductor and Composer- cue birds, now dogs, sun, clouds, hues and rays
--peace and joy, knowing You orchestrate my days
--a new friend- see the story here or here

--a walk for gathering beauty
--just me and my little man
--rosy blossoms, lifting faces to sun
--trumpeting the day- declaring Your glory

--a gorgeous view of Lake Victoria
--the beauty of moms gathering
--a cup of tea and shared stories
--little ones playing happily underfoot.
--bits of chocolate at the corners of his mouth
--a splashy pool in the garden
--what a glorious childhood they're having
--how blessed we are to be raising our family in Africa

What are the blessings in your life today??

A tale of two girls

2011-09-03T02:37:00.000-05:00

two girls.
three countries.
5 months.
two hills.
four little boys.
two amazing men.
one incredible story of God's goodness.

It all started with a blog comment... how we're both moving to Kampala... how we both have two little boys... a few e-mails later... she's from Canada, we're from the States, we're all heading to Uganda... we fly to Kampala...

then we find out they're moving to a neighborhood all the way across town.... I can see her hill from my hill... they fly to Kampala... and we find out the drive only takes 30 minutes.

and here we are. in the same city. in the same season of life. with A LOT in common. I won't go into detail. You would laugh. And perhaps you wouldn't believe me. But from 10am-3pm we chatted, and played with our kids, and generally refreshed each others spirits. So grateful.

"Two may talk together under the same roof for many years, yet never really meet; and two others at first speech are old friends." - Mary Catherwood

So thankful for a new "old friend". God is too good to us.

One breath at a time...

2011-08-29T08:57:00.000-05:00

is all I need...

He grants just what we need in every instance. He is so good to us. And I am deeply grateful.
excerpts #4660- 4717

--this calendar. full of ministry.
--scheduled rest. Sabbath. family movie night. home date.
--getting things on paper. bringing order to chaos.
--You, steady God, who never changes.
--intentionally saying "no" to some things, and now the resulting freedom to say "yes" without stress.
--simple family movie night- a testimony to our priorities to a Ugandan man

--this coming undone. again. how You humble me.
--truth to combat lies.
--my worth in Your eyes.
--sun on my face. wind in my hair. perspective.
--a bright, sunny day, after a dark, stormy night.
--the honor of building a sanctuary for You and my family.
--the privilege of sculpting small souls for Your kingdom.
--how the mundane pushes me to seek You- Who are worthy of any service or sacrifice.

--watching Josh in action
--Youth Bash 2011
--living the dream
--young lives, here in Kampala for a reason, our privilege of walking with them

--this. day. home. with the men I love.
--taking time to create. beauty. inspiring my weekend of rest.
--creativity. mess. this process. being made in Your image. Seth being made in mine
--painting. cutting. gluing. with my little boy.

--the opportunity to serve my sick husband, in bed with a fever.
--prayer. instant access to the Great Physician.

Would be so grateful if you would take a minute and pray for Josh as he is sick in bed here in Uganda.

"I was hungry..."

2011-08-24T03:10:00.000-05:00

A Hymn of Faith
Though the fig tree may not blossom,
Nor fruit be on the vines;
Though the labor of the olive may fail,
And the fields yield no food;
Thouh the flock may be cut off from the fold,
And there be no herd in the stalls—
Yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will joy in the God of my salvation.
The LORD God is my strength;
He will make my feet like deer’s feet,
And He will make me walk on my high hills.”

-Habakkuk 3:17-19

As I see effects of drought, famine, poverty, I pray that God’s people in Uganda, Kenya, Somalia would be able to claim this Hymn of Faith. It is hard to watch people go hungry. I’m sad that people can’t find work. There is such need. And it’s hard to know what to do- there is a guilt, and an ache- to be the hands and feet of Jesus. And yet, there is knowledge that “hand outs” don’t really help people. That equipping and training people- empowering them- is the way to truly help them overcome their circumstances and make positive changes.

So what do we do about the hungry people in Africa?

We can live modestly, and share our wealth (sponsor a child, donate to Community Health Empowerment, etc).
We can fast and pray for the hurting and hungry (fasting not only enhances our prayer life, it helps us stand in solidarity with the poor). Or even just take one day a week and eat rice and beans for dinner- like many around the world- and share the weekly savings that choice brings.
We can promote awareness of global need in our circles of influence. Bring global/missions issues to the table at your church, at work, in conversation with friends.
We can advocate for the poor at the national level.
We Can Help: Kenya Famine Relief with WGM
We can donate toward relief efforts. Compassion International is also on the ground in East Africa.

Billy and Joanna Coppedge share their hearts about the great hunger in Northern Uganda.

image from fews.net

Deep Cleansing Breath...

2011-08-22T06:18:00.001-05:00

...I sent my babies off to school today for the first time. The questions linger in my mind- did I prepare them well enough for this day? Are they secure enough in my love? Do they know God never leaves nor forsakes them? Are they ready to choose friends wisely, and be a good friend?

A chapter is closing, and new one is already being written. This is another chance to let go, and watch them fall into the loving hands of God. I can trust Him with my babies. And so, I am very grateful as we begin a new season of life together as a family. We are also thankful to have witnessed another new beginning for Emmy Mugisha and his family, as he was ordained as an AGC Reverend yesterday!

#4625-4659

--bending low. entering their world. having fun.
--embracing this moment.
--little boy sound effects

--kisses from a sweet boy
--just this. love. innocence. purity. delight.

--a Radiator Springs tea party
--those dimples and smiling eyes.
--eyelashes.

--a little getaway
--this handmade ring
--vanilla rooibos tea latte on my balcony.
--meeting You in the Word
--Your voice calling, "Come away, My beloved"

--Ugandans rejoicing!
--Joy.
--celebrating two godly men

--Emmy and Winnie. beaming. proud.
--this calling they have received. the church affirming the culmination of preparation.
--To God Be the Glory- sung with gusto!

--end of 3 hour church
--freedom on the playground
--Seth and Caleb getting out there and making friends.

--matooke and g-nut sauce. traditional Ugandan food
--made with love.

--first day of school
--two very excited little boys
--a smooth morning routine
--grace and strength to let go
--teachers who will love them and challenge them
--a good school
--their Daddy on campus
--Alpha and Omega- the God of the endings and the beginnings.
--bittersweet solitude
--You- near to the brokenhearted
--little man whispering- "I'm gonna miss you" and giving me a kiss on the head. sigh. savoring this moment.

Nothing lovelier...

2011-08-15T23:42:00.000-05:00

"Nothing is lovelier to me than filling our lives with people we love; with our children and families, with neighbors, with Christian friends. Upon making new acquaintances my first instinct is to bring them home, to flood our home and lives with humanity- its voices, its forms, its ideas, its beauty, its brokenness." -Karen Mains, Open Heart Open Home

Grateful for the people He fills my life with (#4576-4596)

--family. here.
--happy cousin squeals.
-- Safe journey from Arua

-- a sisiter-in-law. friend. who understands this life of mine.
--i am not alone.

-- this WGM family
-- a meal around the table
-- a welcome and a goodbye
-- Big MKs willing to play Toy Story Uno with us

-- littlest cousin savoring a "Grandma Laurie Cookie"
-- tastes of home
-- a delicious legacy

-- rough-housing on the lawn
-- play in the glow of the setting sun
-- a new friend welcomed into our circle

--skype date with my kindred.
--the miles not feeling quite so large when I can see her face
--technology
-- african brothers and sisters
-- worshipping our Father
-- life, joy, peace, dancing, warm greetings
-- fellowship in Him, our common bond