life blurs. kids scream angry. this mama shakes and fumes. tears spilling.
the list is empty. I go a whole weekend without listing, without thanking, and it shows.
my soul shrivels. i am an ingrate. refusing what comes from His hand.
thinking I could choose better than He.
so this morning. the hard eucharisteo. (#4421-#4431)
passionate little boys. brimful of emotion.
being completely undone. at a loss.
silly. wild. strong. all boy.
emotional deluge. flood of tears.
You. my anchor in the storm.
how You grant wisdom to those who ask.
permission to beat against Your chest.
how You envelope me.
grace. always grace. for me. for little ones.
being in this together. You and me. me and Josh.
this gift of clinging.
listening to this song. Gratitude. Nichole Nordeman.